February 11th!

Hey there,
So it's Wednesday Friday the 11th and I had a pretty good, but sort of strange day :D First I got up at 4am (Why? You tell me...) and decided to go get Christopher :P We hung out a bit, slept a bit, then eventually got up and went to Metrotown where we ate and wandered...

Then I came home and had an actually nice conversation with my father where he actually talked about my eating disorder and acknowledged it for what it was a bit... He wanted to know if I was eating and wanted to know why anyone would ever starve themselves... so I let him know it's a body issue and doesn't have a ton to do with eating just a crazy idea that you're not good enough... He wanted to know if he could do anything, I just let him know I'm doing okay right now... It was sweet but I wish I was fine... In actuality sometimes I want to go back to not eating... I don't get it at all, but I do.

Again, I think I have a mental disorder or a few... Sigh... But yeah, so the day was pretty good...