An Emo Wreck!

... so, it's very late...

Just need to let something out before I can go to sleep...
I feel extremely stupid and ugly lately.
I'm a total emotional wreck...
I wish someone would tell me I'm pretty/handsome...
I'm so pathetic I practically begged for a compliment tonight and didn't recieve one but heard about how great some other people are right after...
I want to just yell at someone (anyone, really) to tell me I'm good looking...
The only way I've felt anything lately is through sex and when I don't get that I question whether or not I'm good looking enough...
I feel fat... I feel stupid... I feel...

FUCK! I'm such an emo right now... Just a simple "You look good today" would be sufficient... But why do I need that? Why am I so insecure?

God I'm a retard! I hate myself at the moment...