I'm bitchy!
I'm happy!
I'm sad!
I'm delighted!
I'm enthralled!
I'm excited!
I'm nervous!
I'm talkative!
I'm silent!
I'm thinking!
My mind's a blank...
I'm literally CRAZY right now! I'm not sure if it has to do with what my screenplay is bringing up in me, what my stupid overthinking mind is doing, what quitting cigarettes is doing to me, what... WHAT... WHAAAAAT! I'm not stable right now though...
I thought I was PERFECTLY fine today, I got up, went to breakfast with Christopher, dropped him off at the skytrain to go downtown, came back home, unpacked the rest of my stuff, started writing, then around 4pm... BAM! I had this cloud over my head, but then I'd have sunshine, then I'd have rain pouring down on me, then I'd be in fog...
As I drove Christopher home tonight EVERYTHING was going through my mind... Seriously, EVERYTHING in my life all at once. I couldn't focus on a song he was playing me because I was worried about (insert anything here)...
11 years ago
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